Now now, I'm a very small gas and keeps hatred guy, so whoever that stepped on my tail, I won't need to think twice to ask you to fuck out of my life.... That's how stubborn and hard headed I am...
Yeah and so she threw the butter knife and me and challenge me that "Next time you wanna waste food don't eat my rice".... Come to the point where I just kept my silence and walk off...
So from that day until now, except for breakfast, I took every single meal outside, lunch and dinner, without needing to see her grumbling about what I eat, what I don't eat...I even ask the maid not to cook my portion of the meal... Best part is that I don't fucking need to care about those rice I don't manage finish....
For lunch I'll just go out to somewhere near my house to have Chinese mixed rice, cheap, affordable and nice....
Dinner may be I'll just find my own way, eat whatever shit I can so long as it fills my stomach....
No guys, don't ever think that after what you did you can always let the time pass and thought as if nothing happened, no not everything!!! Ask a guy to punch you in the face and say sorry the next minute... How's that sound ??
And I really duno what's her fucking problem... First off she's not paying for my medical fee, even if she does she'll be grumbling and whining all the highway, all she do is ask neighbour's opinion and think that they are so dam right...
I went for urology today and the doctor did the examination on me as shown in the video, it hurts alot when the doctor press my prostate using his finger ( After consultation from doctor I do have some medicine and it's good news cause I found my main root of the problem, so I thought of be nice and update to her about it)...
The image above here, this is the BEST and the Best way to see whether your prostate is in fine condition or no... Not Ultrasound Nor X-ray....I told my mom about it, after she had some "consultation" from those bitchy neighbours, she came and conclude to me that, "Kiat, only gays hurts in the ass when doctor puts the finger in" , I felt so fucking annoyed and can't wait to throw the video at her saying that that's is PURELY MEDICAL PROCEDURE!! It's not even related to any gay stuffs what the hell....
She don't know anything and she wanna make up conclusion.... What her problem about gay stuffs and all.. Why does she have to drag everything to gay, she wants me to admit it only she happy isit....
I hope I don't offend you guys but
Fuck it, I need a cigarette....
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wow... tough mum u have... ur step mum is it? or she was so pissed and still is becuz she knows u're gay?
i started to wonder if ur third testicle is actually epidydymal cyst. cuz was just reading abt it, and well, it's what ppl always call the 3rd testicle anyways. :P
anyhoo... all the best to u!
Ah ti,ur being childish.
You should talk to ur mum and ask her the root of the prob,if nothing can please her,just ignore her. I always tell u this,"fire and fire can't mix well."
I think I can guess how ur mum think but remember ur the one who has a degree.Pls use a softer approach.
I'm not saying this cos I'm a saint.You damm well know the state of my relationships with my family is,We quarrel all the them and once I thought of running away but after thinking about it carefully,Running away from a prob isn't a good way to solve it. I began to try diplomacy and turns out that my dad is unchangeable.So I ignore his remarks.
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that's pain......
Take it easy ... mother is not perfect, we just close one eye la... you better take care of your health first ... drink more lime juice, life is so short, chill!
understand how u feel~ dunknw wat kind of opinion tat i can give to cheer u up or lessen the string btween u and ur mum....
jst dun be so rude to her ...ok?
She is probably under a lot of pressure. And some mothers could better handle the issue of their son being gay. But that does not mean she doesn't love you. The asian culture makes it harder for parents to talk to their children, so it's probably her wrong way of venting out her hurt and anger at herself that she could not relate to you. Hvg ill-informed neighbours add to the distress.
Chill out ya, she's your mother after all. It would help if you cld get her in a better mood someday and take the chance to tell her that being gay was not a choice that you cld make. A meaningful conversation helps a lot to allay her fears and frustrations.
Hope all turns out well. ^_^
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Medie007 - Yes Medie, it's the Epidydymis thing that is swollen, or the blood nerve there la... My testicles are perfect, one big one small...
Ivan - Yea yea...
Fugly - Where pain??
Michi - Lime?? I prefer sweet hehe... I don't like sour one... Thanks for comforting..
Leu - I will.. Now we just talk less and I don't layan what she say only when I feel annoyed..
Anton - I've always make her worry one.. See from young (Form 1) I curi-curi go cc (1st problem), then go friends house overnight often at form 4-5 (2nd problem), then go clubbing (3rd problem), then smoking (4th problem), then studies whether college or local U (5th problem) then now gay (6th problem), I really hope this gay issue or should I say, challenge of my life will be the last one for her...
just let it go ...ok..she is ur mom..just appreciate her and comfort her.. life is too short..at least we all have mother...not like some people who born without a mother next to em...
ok bro.
.about the 'gay' things just make it a secret for now..dont burden her more...ok..
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